Hey guys, I know it’s been a while and I apologize for my absence. I decided to step down and take a break from my blog so I could take the time to focus on my mental health. Here is a little life update on my end. I’m currently a freshman in college working to get myself a degree in costume design. I’ve currently worked on two Broadway productions, Hamilton and Aladdin which were truly life changing experiences. I have a pet cat named Peaches whom I adore and I also have a pet gecko named Mango whom I equally love. Being a college student is definitely a challenge in itself but I want to take a second to talk about what it’s like for someone who has been sexually assaulted in the past. College comes with a lot of fun and exciting opportunities but it also comes with a lot of triggers. For me personally it’s hard to be on such a big campus, there are a lot of men here and I often find myself on edge. This is a normal feeling, being in that fight or flight response. There are a few things you can do when you start feeling that anxiety creep in.
Stop and take in your surroundings
Remind yourself that you are safe
Take slow even breaths (I like the 8-4-8 method)
Inhale for 8 seconds, hold for 4 seconds, exhale for 8 seconds
Find something to ground yourself (talk to a friend, listen to music, focus on something in the distance, etc.)
A friendly reminder that I am not a licensed medical professional and if you are struggling with feelings of anxiety or depression I would go see a licensed professional or text the Crisis Hotline 741-741. Going from that I want to talk about another struggle you may find yourself having. Finding a guy you’re interested in, it can be very hard to trust people after sexual assault especially if you were assaulted by someone you know. Most of us grew up being warned about the dangers of college and that almost everyone is out to get you. Now this statement is partially true and it is smart to be cautious and keep yourself in safe situations however, there are a lot of good people out there. Something that has really helped me was surrounding myself with people with similar values and interests as me. It is going to be a slow process opening up to people but it’s worth it. Go at your own pace and the people who care about you will respect those boundaries. I’m so happy to be back and remember if anyone has any questions or recommendations for future topics you’d like me to discuss feel free to leave a comment below.
You all are so strong and I’m proud of you.
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