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Don't Let Them Win

What he did to me doesn’t define me. There are so many wonderful things about me too. For starters I love Marvel and the beach and hugs! I am SO much more than a victim of assault! Dealing with assault is hard, I’m not going to lie. You are going to go through hardships and you are going to want to give up sometimes. But I’m here to tell you DON’T give up. Don’t take those pills, don’t cut your wrists, don’t jump off that building. You have so much to live for, if you don’t think you have something to live for then just don’t let that person win. As soon as you try to end it, they win, it’s game over. Don’t give them that power, don’t give them the satisfaction of winning. They get power from your brokenness.
Take it from me, after I was assaulted I wanted nothing more than to just slip away. But then I realized it was HIS fault I was like this and I sure as hell am not giving him the satisfaction of winning.
I admit sometimes I let him win the battle but I’m not going to let him win the war. I am still fighting my war with him and I’m guessing you are too. Well I’m here to help you and maybe we all can win our wars against THEM.

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